It really sucks while waking up from a dream. Because you have to realize that your dream will never come ture at that moment.

I had a dream yesterday. In the dream, I met my  puppy lover. Actually calling her puppy lover maybe not appropriate, as she refused being my girlfriend. But I really loved her at that tim. She is a classmate of nine years, from primary schools to junior school time. I dreamed of strolling on the street with her, I dreamed of cooking in the kichen with her, I dream of kissing her ...... She even forgave me on the understanding event eight years ago.However, when we walked on, I woke up. It reminds me all the things that happened eight years ago.I couldn't stop my tear any longer. These years I had tried my best to find her, I just want to make her understand. God,Why do you treat me so cruel? Maybe you are having a new boyfriend, or you've got married, just let me know.

Time flies, I hope someday we can sit together, have a drink and a fantastic talk, not in the dream, but in the real life. I will tried all my best to contact you in Jan 23rd, 2008. Saying happy birthday to you.